Sarah was abducted and murdered by paedophile Roy Whiting 17 years ago after running ahead of her brothers Luke and Lee and sister Charlotte on July 1 2000. The three siblings saw Sarah sprint through a gap leading to a road on the edge of the field after a game of hide and seek near their grandparents' house in Kingston Gorse, West Sussex. She was not seen alive again. A paedophile who had been waiting on the other side threw her into his white van and waved and smiled at Lee Payne, who was 13, as he drove her away to her death.
Lee has spoken for the first time about the moment he realised his little sister was gone and how he "beat himself up" for years about failing to save her.
He said: "When it comes to feeling guilt about the situation, I did for a few years beat myself up that if I ran faster I might have caught up with her. Whiting drove the other way in his van and gave me a little wave as he went."
Sarah's sister, Charlotte, who was five at the time, said she feels deep guilt about what happened. Despite being so young when her sister was abducted, Charlotte still remembers the two of them singing and dancing along to Spice Girls' songs as they were growing up. Charlotte, 22, now appears to be on the brink of pop success, with her video performances racking up thousands of views on Facebook.
Luke, who was 12 at the time his sister was killed, cried as he spoke about his sister's death publicly for the first time. He said because of the tragic incident, he "dreads the night-time".
He says: "I'm scared to sleep half the time so I work myself solid until I pretty much drop... because it's fears of what's there when I close my eyes. I create things that didn't happen, things that didn't happen or things that could have happened. I make scenarios up in my head. Eats me away. I always think about what she'd be like now, I see her friends about - some of them have got kids, others are working, one just got married - I always wonder what she would be doing".
The documentary Sarah Payne; A Mother's Story will be broadcast tomorrow. Watch snippets from the documentary below.
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